Forms

Forms

taking shape

surrounding, bounding

new possibilities for new life

creating, calling out

of nothing all

life.

 

Words

sounding clear

defining, bringing

fresh expressions of grace

giving, nurturing in

us a gentle

life.

 

Dawn

sun peeking

brightening, revealing

the first gasps of day’s breath

speaking, moving

towards joyful

life.

 

 

20 October 2015

words

The flatness that surrounds is dull,

deadening the senses, slowly leeching

life from hapless souls stuck in the

wicked sameness of daily life.

 

I wake to this morning by morning

wondering if today will provide the

moment of color – deep, renewing,

capable of restoring my voice which

 

has become sullenly silent.  Why,

I wonder, has the flatness of life

stolen my voice?  How do words

hide in such plain sight?  Is there

 

a secret to call to them, to bring them

back home, to unleash their power

to reshape the flatness, to renew

what has grown weary, to bring life?

 

 

16 October 2015

Blessing

Music forms as the notes float upward,
little fingers dancing across black and white.

Her voice joins the notes encircling them,
forming a sacred melody of joyful praise.

What calls forth this response of prayer
through song? Who breathes life into

her small voice? O Divine Spirit, ’tis You
who animates the breath pushed through

throat and chords, who leads fingers in
their walk across the ivory keyboard.

Gracious Spirit, You call forth prayer in
ways no words can utter. Only by You

do our music and dance, flowing words,
simple drawings and molded clay emerge

from the creative space, transforming
simple offerings into beautiful Praise.

1 October 2015

Red moon

All this talk about the moon – why not?

Bright and round,

the moon lightens

the night darkness.

No where along

the sidewalk can

I escape the lights

of the cities. Yet

Your Light breaks

through the hazy sky.

From the heights,

blood-colored Moon,

you call to order the

stars to ponder

the heavy matters

of the night. Look

mercifully upon this

pilgrim and guide

my feet with your

dark light. Red

Moon, pouring

your life’s blood

upon all who

gaze, fill me with

the fire of courage

to walk on through

this dark night in

search of the Holy.
29-30 August 2015

Enough!

Yesterday brought another tragic shooting at a Mississippi college.  When will we begin to have some serious conversations about violence and theological reflection on ways we followers of Christ might be at the forefront of change?  I don’t know about you, but I have had enough…

 

 

Enough!

 

No more let guns kill.

No more let innocent lives

be lost in the acrid smoke

of powder and lead.

 

Enough!

 

No more let words fly,

untouched by grace, 

sharpened by the tongues 

of hateful hearts.

 

Enough!

 

No more let bombs drop.

Keeping peace is a charade

meant to make killing

and torture righteous.

 

Enough!

 

No more let prisoners

die in the name of justice.

The needle and chair,

revenge legally executed.

 

Enough!

Enough!

 

No more death! No more war!

No more hateful words!

No more legal injustice!

 

Enough!

 

 

23 July 2015

Curve ball

Feeling a bit low after my little injury, a friend reminded me that this was just a curve ball and that blessings might lie on the other side.  And today I am aware of many who have been thrown some very nasty curve balls in life.  And I thought of St. Paul.  I pray these words might bring comfort and hope.

“If God is for us, who can be against us?” (Romans 8.31)

 
No baseball pitcher can match the
nastiness of the curveballs life throws.
Just when I thought I had a good
read on things, a sense of rhythm
 
and timing, here comes the pitch.
I stand mesmerized as the ball moves
unpredictably leaving me off balance
neither swinging nor checking as the
 
ball slides past me.  The unexpected
in life is similar. We are caught by
the surprise call from our doctor, by
the policeman at our door, by the
 
middle of the night ringing of our phone.
Death, especially the tragic kind, steals
our breath. Chests tighten. Jaws clench.
Throbbing starts at the temples, then
 
moves to our foreheads, as we see
that loss is changing the world as we
have known it. The important becomes
unimportant. Plans fade away like smoke.
 
“Life is precious,” we say blithely. Yet,
only in face of death can we really see
the truth in those simple words. Through
the lens of dying we can see clearly
 
the life we’ve been given.  And it’s through
the Dark Night that we find the New Light
of the promised New Day where sorrow
still exists while Hope glows on the horizon.
 

 

7 September 2015
 

Being still

If I had a choice, being still

would not be an option.

 

In fact, pushing, increasing

my speed, is my preference.

 

But, the footing isn’t always

sure, the tumble can injure.

 

What’s left is slow stillness;

not by choice, but just because.

 

Plans fade in the fog of meds,

and a new awareness emerges.

 

I’ve been training for the race,

But it’s not as I had envisioned.

 

God has had another race in mind;

the reward is not medals, but eternity.

 

Sprints and squats cannot get me

fully ready for this joyful finish line.

 

Only failure, set backs, sorrow, death

can strengthen me to run the race,

 

persevering to the end, crossing the

line, not finishing, but beginning again.

 

6 September 2015

On words

The poets understand God.

For it is they who can play

with words in the deep

awareness that words are

inadequate to the task of

describing God. Poets see

that words can only be etched

in sand. For it is the task of each

generation to fill the water’s edge

with all we can say about God

and then to sit quietly, enjoying

the waves of the incoming tide

wash away our greatest thoughts

in the deep resonance of God’s

laughter. To feel the deep joy of

a parent for a child who offers his

best effort; who delights in the delight

of that young one who sees his

gift admired by the eyes of Love.

21 August 2015

Darkness

“But deep in the darkness is God…”
Rainer Maria Rilke, “The Book of Hours” I, 50

The Dark is my companion.
My fellow Traveler is truly
unwelcome. I would rather have
another. Someone bright, cheery.

But we have come a far ways
together, the Dark and I. There
were times, I admit, that I hoped
my walking partner was lost

on the lighted pathways I enjoyed.
I often prayed to stay in the light,
to give up the journey rather than
risk finding the Dark again.

But the summons was as persistent
as the Dark. Rather, the Summoner
was always calling, always beckoning
me to get up and move along.

The Dark would find me, inevitably,
along shadowed curves on the road
or in the low spots on the path.
So on we would sojourn in silence.

It has taken me over half the journey
to realize that the Summoner has
always been present on the road
with us. Rather, the Summons was.

The same Voice at whose insistent
summons I walk forth from the light
was silently walking alongside me
in the night. I push through the Dark

because of the ever-present call of
the One who seeks me in the brilliant
darkness of time, who strengthens
me in my weakest moments.

I somehow find the courage to trust
that the Light I seek lingers around the
next curve, at the top of the next hill,
waiting to reveal all the Dark has taught me.

20 August 2015

Temptations 

“The Spirit immediately drove Jesus out into the wilderness. And he was in the wilderness forty days, being tempted by Satan. And he was with the wild animals, and the angels were ministering to him.” (Mark 1:12-13)

The dryness of the air

must have startled him.

At least the first night

as it cooled, leeching

the heat from his burnt

skin. “Is this really needed,”

he thought as the endless

minutes melted slowly away.

The voice of hunger

joined the refrain, “Yes,”

it sang, “if you think I am

empty now…” But he

quieted the voices with

his own voice which made

even the breeze stop for a

moment – “Hush,” He simply

said. The silence within

and surrounding him opened

the eyes of his heart to notice

the ladder – busy with angelic

beings who brought great joy,

bread for Bread’s journey and

ladles of refreshing, healing wine,

Love overflowing His Heart.

By Ram Lopez

1 July 2015